there is something wrong with me.

recently, whenever i hold a sharp instrument, like a penknife, or a nail, i have the urge to stab it into my eye, or use it to slash my wrist. its a horrid thing to do, but yet i keep having the urge to do so, even though my mind tells me that i shouldn't.

this is really freaking me out.

aknifeinmyeye.

pure bliss.